Saturday, August 10, 2013

Desire (2 of 2)



            Six weeks later.
            “You fucking what!?” Mandy yells.  Everybody in the shop turns to look at her. 
          Tonya is so excited, her hands are flapping up and down like a bird.  “I’m pregnant!”
            “Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god… I’m dizzy, I have to sit…” Mandy slowly sits down.
            “Aren’t you happy for me?”
            “Happy!?” Mandy’s eyes are as big as two headlights.  “Happy?  Are you out of your damn mind?  How can you be happy?”
            “I know you don’t like him, but give him a chance.  You’ll like him.  Remember your first day in this city?  You said you hated it, but it grows on you, right?”
            “He’s growing on you, that I’m sure.” Mandy looks at Tonya’s belly.  “How can you let him…”
            “Mandy!”
            “Tonya, you don’t even know him!”
            “I know him!” Tonya is irritated.  “He’s a nice policeman who loves me to death.”
            Mandy rubs her forehead and sighs 3 times.  “Your mom and dad know?”
            “We’re going to tell them tomorrow; Frank is meeting my parents…they’ll be thrilled to meet Frank!”
            “Yea, I’ll bet; that’s a thriller alright.”
            Frank comes in to the shop.  “Hi honey,” Tonya and Frank kiss.  “I told Mandy,” Tonya says, looking at Mandy.  Mandy struggles, but finally manages to say it between her teeth: “Congratulations.”
            “Thanks.” Frank smiles. 
            Mandy looks away.  Tonya looks at Frank.
            “Say… Mandy, I heard you’re buying a car?” Frank asks.
            “Mm-hmm.”
            “What’s your budget?”
            “Well, like $16,000, if the car is real good.”
            “Is there a particular brand you’re looking for?”
            “I like Toyota…”
            “Toyota?  Hey, no problem!  I’ve got some connections, a brand new Toyota Camry for $15,000, how about that?”
            “$15,000?” Mandy narrows her eyes in suspicion.
            “If you want hybrid, that’ll be like $18,000.”
            “Really?”
            “Of course; c’mon, I’m a cop, I know all the car dealers!  And I’m not talking about compound cars, believe me.  You give me $5,000 as down payment, two weeks later I’ll give you a new Toyota.”
            “That’ll be nice,” Tonya holds his hand and gives him a kiss.  “Wouldn’t that be nice, Mandy?”
            “Yea… yea, ok, I’ll give you the money.”
            “Two weeks later you’ll have a brand new car, I guarantee.” Frank takes a glass of water on the table and gulps down the whole thing.
           
            Frank and Tonya stand in front of Tonya’s house.  He’s wearing his best deep blue suit and light blue shirt; his black shoes are shining like mirrors.  He spent $60 to have his hair well-trimmed.       
            “You smell so good,” Tonya says.  “This is new cologne, no?”
            “Yea, new one.” Frank forces a smile.  His hands are holding a bottle of champagne—and they are shaking. 
            “Honey, are you nervous?” Tonya looks at him.
            Frank laughs uneasily.
            “Don’t be; you’ll be fine.  My mom and dad are going to love you.”
            The door opens.  Tonya’s mom is short and chubby, her black hair is mingled with some grey.  She’s smiling.  Tonya’s dad is a big man, bald, beer belly, and big grey beard.  He is not smiling.
            “Frank?  Tonya tells me so much about you,” mom goes to Frank and hugs him.  “Call me Lea.”
            “Nice to meet you, Lea.  Tonya always talks about you.”
            “Call me Tom.” Dad sticks his hand out, Frank shakes his hand.  “Frank.  Nice to meet you, Tom.  Hope you guys like the champagne.”
            “It’s alright.” Tom waves his hands and goes into the house.  Frank looks at Tonya for a second.  She’s busy talking to her mom.
            “Dinner is ready, come sit at the table.” Lea says.  Everybody sits.  “It smells so good, Lea.” Frank says.
            “We’re so glad to finally see you,” Lea says.
            “Thanks, Lea.  You have a very lovely house.  I really like the décor.”
            “Mom’s spent a lot of time on that.” Tonya says.
            “Thank you, Frank.  I have nothing else to do at home anyway, especially in these hot days.  My, it’s getting warmer, isn’t it?”
            “Indeed it is.  It’s just too warm.”     
            “Right.  Even Tom sometimes complains it’s too hot to go for his morning walk.  Right honey?”
            Tom is quietly eating his corn.  Tonya bites her lips and looks at Lea.      
            “Dad, Frank likes watching football too.  He’s a Green Bays fan like you.”
            Tom raises his right eyebrow, shrugs: “Green Bay alright.”
            “I really like McCarthy; I think he’s a good coach.” Frank says.
            “Hmm.” Tom keeps his eyes on his corn. 
            “This corn is so good, Lea.” Frank says.
            “I cooked them.” Tom says.
            “Oh, sorry… they are real good.  Real good.”
            Silence.  Frank twists his feet. 
            “So, what do you do?” Tom asks.
            “I told you he’s a police officer; a captain.” Tonya says.
            “I’m asking him; let him talk.” Tom puts down the corn in his hand.
            “You like chicken?  Hope you like it.” Lea says.
            “Yes, thanks.  I love chicken.  Your chicken is just amazing.” Frank grasps another big piece of fried chicken and turns to Tom.  “Yes sir, I’m a cop.  I’ve worked in this department for 5 years now.  Oh, by the way, I heard Tonya says you are the deep-sea fishing champion?”
            “You bet I am.” 
            “People say that’s the most brutal fight on this planet.  It’s the ultimate challenge; only a real man can stand up to the challenge.”
            Tom’s frowned eyebrows smoothed.  “I won two years in a row.”
            “That’s awesome!  That’s like twice of a real man.”
            Tom sniffs.  “You won’t believe how many people there don’t know a shit.  That’s a real sport if you ask me.  You see this scar here?” Tom rolls up his sleeve and starts talking. 
            Lea and Tonya exchange a smile.                                                                                 
            Three days later, a wedding date is set: exactly one month from now.

            “Dad, can you help me with this question?” Luke walks into the study.  Frank hastily puts away things on the desk.  “Yes?”
            “I don’t understand this question.” Luke points at his math homework.
            “Where’s your mom?”
            “She’s not home.  She went to grandma’s.”
            “I’m in the middle of something, come back later.”
            “But…”
            “Go now!” Frank waves his hand.
            Luke bows his head and slowly walks out of the door.  Frank sighs: “Oh, for Pete’s sake!  What’s the question?”
            Luke comes back.  “This,” he points at one question. 
            “Wait… “ Frank looks at the red on the homework, “you got 38% for this homework?!  How did that happen?  What’s going on?”
            “I just don’t get it… I’m no good at math.”
            “Nonsense!  You’re my kid and you should be good at math!”
            “But I have nobody to ask!  Mom’s always busy and you’re not home.”
            “I’m home!  Ok, maybe I’ve been a bit busy lately; but you should have told me earlier!  What on earth is your mom doing?  She’s supposed to take care of your homework, now look at this!” Frank waves the paper in his hand.
            Luke becomes quiet and looks down.
            Frank shakes his head.  “Ok, ok, sit down.  This question: An unknown number plus 386 equals 580, what’s the unknown number?  Think something simple: there’s a number, when I add this number with 2 that equals 3, what is the number?”
            “…one?”
            “How did you figure that out?”
            “Three takes away 2?”
            “So this question is the same, right?  What would you do?”
            “You mean 580 takes away 386?”
            “Right.  Get it?”
            “Yea.”
            “Good.  Next.”
            After they’ve gone through all the questions, Frank asks: “You get all that?”
            “I think so.”
            “Ok.” Frank is about to dismiss Luke.
            “Dad, where have you been lately?”
            Frank flushes.  “Well, I’ve been busy.”
            “Busy for what?”
            “It’s an adults’ thing.”
            “If I have questions I don’t understand, can I come ask you?”
            Frank flushes again.  “Why don’t you ask your mom?”
            “I want to ask you.  She’ll get mad if I don’t understand.  Besides, I think you explain better.”
            Frank sighs and nods.
            “Thanks.” Luke smiles and walks out of the room. 
            Frank looks at the door for a while.  Then he takes out something from the drawer.  It’s a piece of paper with some designs of wedding invitations.  He stares at it for a long time.

            Frank is watching TV when the phone rings.  “Hello?”
            “Frank?  This is Mandy.”
          Frank looks at Marie at the far corner.  She’s not looking.  “What?  I can’t hear you,” he stands up and walks outside.
            “Can you hear me now?” Mandy asks.
            “Yes.  Go ahead.”
            “I’m calling to ask about the car.  You said you can give me the car today.”
            “Yes, yes; I’m sorry, something came up, I was totally swamped, and I couldn’t even find a time to call you, it’s just outrageous.”
            “So, now…how do I get my car?”
            “Your car, of course.  You know, I’m kind of in the middle of something right now... how about this?  Let me call you; I’ll call in a day or two.  Just wait for my call.”
            “Wait for your call?” Mandy raises her voice.
            “Alright, alright; how about Thursday then?”
            “That’s 3 days away; I thought you said you have the car already.”
            “Yes, yes, don’t worry; I just…these days we’re very busy, we’ve got some big things going on, you know?  Cop things.”
            Mandy gives an annoyed sigh.  “Ok, what time?”
            “What time?  Let me see… damn, I really don’t know.  How about morning?  I’ll call you first thing in the morning on Thursday.  I hope that’s ok.  I promise you’ll get the car by Thursday.  It’s just… you know, being a cop, I don’t know when I’ll be where, surely you understand, don’t you?”
            Mandy pauses for a long time.  “Thursday.  By Thursday I need to see my car, or else.”
            “Definitely, definitely.”
           
            “I feel so happy.” Tonya is holding Frank’s arm.  They’re walking in a park.  It’s a sunny afternoon, some ducks are swimming on the pond, birds are chirping, breezes are rustling the tree leaves.  Dandelions carpet the meadows. 
            “I hope I can live this moment forever.” Tonya smiles.
            “Me too.”
            “You want a boy or a girl?”
            “I’d like a boy.”
            “So you can play baseball or football together?  Father-and-son time?”
            “That’s right.” Frank grins.
            “How many kids do you want?”
            “How many do you want?”
            “At least 2.”
            “A boy and a girl?”
            “That’ll be perfect.”
            “We’ll make it happen.”
            Pause for a while, Tonya holds tighter.  “Honey, you have to promise me: always come home to me and the kids.”
            “What?”
            “I’m not saying you should not do your job, but… when things get dangerous, I want you to think about your family.  I want you to come back instead of being a hero.”
            “Sure, sure thing, honey.” Frank kisses her forehead.  “No problem.”
            “I can’t wait to marry you… I can’t wait to start a family of our own.”
            “Me too.”
            “The wedding invitations are lovely!  My mom says she loves them.  Have you mailed them yet?”
            “Yes, 100 copies of them.” He pats her hands.
            Tonya leans her head against his arm.

            Frank is having lunch when his phone rings.  He picks it up.  Shit, Mandy again.  It’s Thursday already?  Shit.  “Hi, Mandy.”
            “Frank?  It’s Thursday noon already, you said you’d call in the morning.”
            “Yes, I’m sorry, I really apologize.  I’m just way too busy, you won’t believe it.”
            “Well?”
            “Yes, the car.  Listen, the car dealer says there’s a tiny problem…not the car itself, it’s just some paperwork.  It won’t be today.”
            “What?  Why?”
            “I know you’re upset; I’m sorry.  Just another couple days.  I promise.”
            “Another couple days?”
            “It’s… it’s an accident.  But don’t worry, the car is great; I’ve seen it myself.  It’s ready for you, just need some more paperwork.  A couple days later it’ll be yours.  I swear.  Trust me.”
           Frank can hear Mandy’s breaths.  Finally she says: “I want my car Saturday morning.  If I don’t see the car…”
            “I promise.  Seriously.”
            Hanging up the phone, Frank shakes his head and let go a long breath.  Maybe I shouldn’t have put my foot in my mouth.  I just want to impress her, but gee, this gal is a damn tough cookie.  Will she report me?  Then he laughs: how could she?  She thinks I am a cop.

            Mandy throws the phone on the sofa, then goes into the kitchen and smashes some pots and pans.  “I don’t believe it, I don’t believe it.” She whispers to herself.  “This is shit.  I don’t believe it.” She opens the fridge, fixes herself an icy drink, and sit on the sofa to cool down.
            “This is not right; fucking not right.  I’ve got to do something.” She grasps the phone book, finds a number, then dials her phone.  “Hello?  Is this police station?  I have a question…”

            When Frank comes home, Marie and Luke are playing a board game.  “Dad,” Luke smiles.
            “Where have you been these days?” Marie out of the blue asks.  Frank is caught off guard: “I…uh, I’ve been busy.”
            “Busy?”
            “Friends invited me for a drink.”
            Marie shrugs.  She obviously isn’t buying.  Frank steals away into the study.
            Three minutes later, there’s a knock on the door.  Marie is at the door with a cup of tea and some cookies in her hands.  “Cookies?”
            “I’m a bit tired…”
            “Please.” Marie stares into his eyes.
            Frank lets her in.  She puts the tea and cookies on the table.  “Look, Frank, we’ve been fighting for like months now.  This can’t go on; it just can’t.  If not for ourselves, at least for Luke... you know what I’m saying?”
           Frank is quietly looking down at the cookies.  He’s got a little moist on his forehead.
            “I don’t care what you’ve been doing right now, as long as it doesn’t involve another woman.  I care about this family.  I care about Luke.  And our marriage.  It’s not that I don’t support you and your work, ok?  You’ve been bringing home bread and I see that.  I’m a bit quick-tempered, I know.  Sometimes I got frustrated, that’s all.”
            Frank slowly sits on his chair.  Marie is waiting for him to say something, but he’s not even looking at her.  She finally frowns and takes a deep breath.
            “I’m not saying we should pretend there’s no problem between us.  We know we do; a heck of a lot of them.  But we might as well try, don’t you think?  At least for Luke’s sake.  We’re a family.”
            The last sentence pokes him like a needle.  He’s almost startled. 
            “So, what do you say?”
            Suddenly his cellphone rings.  Frank picks up the phone.  “Hello?”
            “This is Mandy.”
            Frank almost falls out of the chair.  He quickly stands up: “Sorry, I can’t hear you, hold on a minute…” and walks straight out of the house. 
            “I thought I told you to wait for my call?” Frank lowers his voice.  
            “I need to see you.  Tomorrow.”
            “Tomorrow?”
            “Six o’clock at the Starbucks, a couple blocks away from the coffee shop.  You know where it is?”
            “I know.  But I told you you’ll get the car soon, is that necessary…”
            “Yes.  We just have to talk things through.  Please.”
            “…Ok.”
            She hangs up.
            Frank walks into the house.  Marie is playing with Luke.  “Look, I’m a bit tired; about the things you said…”
            Marie and Luke look at him.
            “This is some serious thing, but I just got a call from work… they, uh, they want me to do some extra work… I mean, right now I can’t totally concentrate, you know?  Let’s have a good talk when I come back from work tomorrow.”
            Marie sighs.  “Sure.”
            Frank nods sheepishly.

            The next day, Frank goes to pick Tonya up at her place after work.  “Hi, honey,” he kisses her.  “So, where are we going tonight?” Tonya gives him a hug. 
            Frank looks at her beautiful face beaming in the sunlight while feels her warm arms pressuring around his body.  Her smile is so full of hope, like she’s on top of the world and is not afraid to fly. 
            Frank kisses her again.  God, she smells so good.  This is the love I want.  This is the life I’ve always wanted.  I don’t care what’s gonna happen, I want it.
            “Oh, it’s 5:20 already.  I have to see Mandy at 6, so why don’t we go get some drinks or sweets first?  After Mandy we can go see a movie.”
            “You’re meeting Mandy at 6?  Why?”
            “She wants to talk about the car she bought.”
            “I see.  Oh by the way, my dad wants me to ask you if you have mailed the invitations.  I told him you mailed them a while ago already, didn’t you?”
            “Yes, I did.  Why?”
            “It’s just none of our relatives have received them yet.”
            “Must be the post office.  I’ll go ask them tomorrow.”
            “Ok.”
            They go to a mall for ice cream, then head toward Starbuck.
            Frank can’t take his eyes off Tonya.  She’s so beautiful.  And I feel like a superman whenever I’m with her.  It’s so nice to have someone loves you and trusts you so much.  We’ve finally found each other.  I want to be with you, Tonya; I can’t live without you…just can’t.
            “Honey, I’ve made an appointment with the doctor for the ultra sound next Tuesday.  Can you come with me?”
            “What time?”
            “Seven.”
            “Sure.”
            “Do you want to find out the sex?”
            “Do I want to find out?  Well,” Frank smiles, “I don’t know.  Do you?”
            “Yea, I want to.”
            “You don’t like surprises?”
            “Actually, I don’t mind.  If you want to wait I can wait.”
            Frank holds her hand.  “Let’s find out.”
            Tonya leans her head on his shoulder.  “Here is the Starbucks…” she frowns, “what happened?  What are those cops doing here?  Must be roadblocks?”
            Mandy is behind those police officers.  When she sees Tonya, she covers her mouth: “Oh no, poor Tonya…”
            One police officer waves at Frank to stop the car.  Looking at the cops and Mandy behind them, his eyes wide open, his mouth is dry like fire, his heart sinks to the bottom, and he feels his knees weak and trembling.  No, this is not happening…
            “Did we do anything wrong?  Why don’t you tell them you’re the captain so they’ll let us go?” Tonya says.
            The police office approaches.  Frank rolls down the window. 
            “Are you Frank Stone?”
            “Yes.” Frank’s throat hurts.
            “Step out of the car, please.”
            On the other side, a cop knocks on Tonya’s window.  “Ma’am, may I ask what’s your relationship with this man?”
            “He’s my fiancé, and a police captain.”
            “Your fiancé, ma’am?”
            “Yes.  What’s going on?”
            An officer handcuffs Frank: “You have the right to remain silent…”
            “Hey!  What are you doing!?” Tonya shouts and pushes open the door.  “Honey, tell them you’re a captain!”
            Mandy comes and holds Tonya.  “Tonya honey, I have to tell you something…”
            Some officers search the car.  One of them pulls out a bunch of wedding invitations from the trunk.  Tonya gasps.  “You didn’t mail them?  Why?  What’s going on?  What’s happening here?  Frank?”
            Frank lowers his head.  He’s pale like all his blood is drained.
            Mandy says with tearing eyes: “I’m sorry, Tonya; I wanted to tell you, but… it’s just… he kept on making all the excuses about the car he promised, so I called the cops… I just want to make sure about… you know?  And they told me he’s no cop; they ran his name in the system…”
            “What are you talking about?”
            “Tonya… he’s not a cop… and he has a record of medical fraud.”
            “What?” Tonya starts shaking.
             “He’s not a cop… and he’s married.  He has a son.”
            Tonya covers her wide open mouth.  For a long minute she can’t utter any sound.  Then she bursts: “No!  No!  Frank,” she runs to him and tries to look at his face.  “Frank honey, tell me it isn’t true, please… tell me you’re a cop, tell me…”
            He looks away.
            “…you lied to me?” Tears start pouring down her cheeks.  “You lied to me?  What am I gonna do?  What am I gonna do?”
            “Tonya, I’m sorry…but they’re taking him in for his fraud and my case… please don’t hate me…” Mandy hugs her.
          “Why did you lie to me!?” Tonya shrieks.  “Why!?  What should I do with our baby!?  What will happen to our baby!?  How am I gonna face my mom!?  My dad!?  Everyone!?” She collapses and wails.
            An officer pushes Frank into the car.  Frank looks behind at Tonya, who’s sitting on the ground weeping.  Her image is getting smaller and fainter till it disappears.  Like a tiny bird falls into the sea, her fragile body is slowly swallowed by darkness. 
            “I ain’t lying.  I’m going to get her a car.  I’m working on it.”
            “You are.” The officer sitting next to him raises his eyebrows.  “What about the $5,000?”
            “What about it?”
            “You still have it?”
            He didn’t answer.  He’s shaking, looking out the windows.  The streets are packed with people and cars.  They’re all moving on their own lives indifferently.  They look so unreal.

            “Mom, what happened?  Where’s dad?” Luke is puzzled and scared. 
            Marie wipes away tears on her face.  “He won’t come back.  He lied to a lot of people and now will go to prison.”
            “Prison?  Who did he lie to?”
            “A lot of people.  You and me.”
            “What did he lie about?”
            Marie sighs.  “He has a baby with another woman.  And he took someone’s money.”
            “Why did he do that?” Luke is in tears.  “Who’s gonna teach me math?  He promised he’ll teach me math.  He promised.”
            Marie holds him in her arms.  “Mom will teach you.  I won’t get mad.  I promise.”
           
           “My god!  Did you hear about Frank?” It’s lunch time, Steve and Cecil are gossiping. 
            “Remember what I said about him?” Cecil’s face is glowing with wisdom and pride, it has “I told you so” written all over.
            “What was he thinking?  That’s just stupid if you ask me!” Steve shakes his head like it’s about to fall.  “Was he really gonna marry that poor girl?”
            “That was one stupid girl,” Cecil sniffs.
            “That’s not a nice thing to say.”
            “I say what I say.  What would you call her then?”
            “Naïve maybe.  But love is irrational, you know?  There’s no logic about love.  Everybody is somebody’s fool.”
            Cecil shrugs.  “Whatever.  I’m nobody’s damn fool.”
           
            In jail, Frank crouches at the corner while staring at the floor.  A police officer comes near him. 
            “Your girlfriend…well, x-girlfriend, is suing you for $50,000.”
            Frank gives out a long sigh.  “Must be her dad.”
            “You called your family?”
            “They weren’t there.”
            “You shouldn’t be surprised.”
            “I didn’t mean to lie to her.”
            “To your wife or your girlfriend?”
            Frank pauses.  “I wanted to get a divorce and marry her.  I swear.”
            “Why did you lie?”
            “Look at me: I’m 260 pounds.  She worships cops.  I had to maximize my chance.  I love her.  She must hate me now… what am I gonna do?  How should I make it up to her?  How should I make it up to her?”
            The officer smiles and shakes his head.
            “I…I just wanted a new life, you know?  I wanted to marry her.  I swear I wasn’t lying…”
            “You better rest.” The policeman knocks on the iron bar several times then leaves.
            “I just wanted a new life, to start all over again…I deserve it…I deserve it…” Frank whispers, buries his head in his hands.  

(The end)

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